Funny.
I’m reading a *cough* “p” .cbr version of Kishiro’s ‘Last Order‘ (ironically, that 11th chapter doesn’t appear in the wiki page), and from there i went to read about “polonium” in that same lifesucking behemoth that comes packed in an .org domain. Speaking about sucking life out, polonium led me instantly to caesium and to all sorts of incidents and accidents that had to do with the marvellous effects of well, nuclei, if i may call it this way. There, “poof”, another hour gone. And all i wanted was to finish that silly manga. Not that i’m complaining about learning some unnecessary informational facts, but that’s exactly the problem.
It’s that all, all of it, is just too fucking interesting.
You tap my shoulder
Smile at me
Talk to me nicely
Distract me free
Pull me in, pull me under
Deep into your own river
with your life and where it flows
i’m under currents
I can’t look away, i want to look somewhere else, but the sun is shining and the day looks bright, and yesterday everything was still so great (or so i dreamt) and nothing seems to stay stable enough, and the worst part is that i can’t seem to tell the difference between where it is an outer current or an inner current and where the answers lie,
pun intended.